Want

Nietzsche said a true philosopher is measured by how much truth they can handle. So bring me truth for I intent to know myself. And only through truth can I dig deep enough.

What did Nietzsche know though? Did he ever find himself or was he ever just discontent with what Salomé showed him? So protect me with what you think I must now know.

The opposite of a lie or the absence of truth, is not truth, though. So disregard all lessons you think I know because I'm still searching.

I'll ask for what I want.

Yes that's it.

No...

How do I ever come close to know what I want? Do others tell me? No. Does morality? Which morality. Does myself? He won't answer. Addictions will. Passions. Insecurities. Sentiments and feelings. Readily. With a loudest voice. Drowning me. Forcibly, brutally, 'guiding' me.

God I'm so young. Will I ever get old? Will I ever conform? No I don't want that!

Hmm there's a 'want'. It seems genuine.

I'll humbly take it into consideration.

I hope I won't hurt anyone.

Please let me not hurt anyone.

Let everything happen and be heard.

Thought of, but better yet, felt.

And I hope life brings me what I think I want.

And my want is good and right.

And it matches yours.

And it honestly matches what's best.