Still

Curse you life and all your lessons

Damn you awesome breath of God

All your tiny machinations

Ultimately all forgot

Woe the many muses' beauty

Oblivion their meaning still

For I still dreamt your hair all fruity

For your touch I dare I'd kill

All this vastness of potential

All the talent, glory and fame

All this struggle existential

All the victories the same

In the end it's really simple 

All the realizations crappy 

It's just love for your cheek dimple

And your musicals, all snappy

I miss you Sunshine I am sorry

Nightmares still scream God why? 

Life commands I must not worry

But I can't embrace goodbye...