Goodbye

I feel like I can't exist without you

I know I possibly can

I feel like I'm worthless without your approval

I know I'm trying so much to be worth

I feel like I need you in my life 

I know I just want you there

I feel like I lost my only friend 

I know we weren't friends 

I feel I was telling you the truth 

I know I was scared to

I feel like I could be a dear friend

I know I've hurt you irreversibly 

I feel so so sad 

I know it won't stop tomorrow 

I feel lost without you 

I know I'm somewhere 

I feel alone 

I know I'm next to someone 

I feel everything I do, everything I try, everything I accomplish, everything I'm doing better, is for you 

I know I shouldn't 

I feel I was just drunk and silly 

I know I was hurtful and toxic 

I feel I was ready to be your friend 

I know I was 

I feel like saying I'm sorry 

I know there's no point 

I feel like dying 

I don't know how I'll go on living 

I feel all these things

I know they're wrong 

I feel I can't say goodbye 

I know I should 

I feel like I love you 

I know what love is now 

I feel like I'll forever be haunted by you 

I know there's a chance I won't be 

I feel so regretful 

I know it's all my fault 

I feel you could understand me 

I know you can't 

I feel like ending this writing 

I know I can't because you might see it 

I feel like I know 

I know I just feel 

Goodbye